I'm back for blogging after so long . Okay . Shall start my post here .
Problem are getting back to me again . I really don't know what to do . I need someone to talk to . And i really don't know what happen to myself . I'm lost ): I got no more happiness . And i realise that i am getting back to my old self slowly . Maybe what my bro say is right . I have lost alot of things in my life ): I don't want this to happen . I realise that me and one of my best friend is getting more and more far from me . I lost a girl i really love . But that is already a past . i can't bring it back . I was at fault . If i weren't so hot tempered . I won't make a rush decision . But is all the past . I have already forget . I have more and more thinks to worry . Worried of money , Myself and family . I will rather be a small kids if i got a choice . Nothing for me to worry . Just past my life happily . I have no much moeny left for myself . My pay drag . I am waiting for it for so long . Sigh ....
Hmm . I regreted lots of things in my life . I wasted my mum moeny just to support me . Ended up , I throw all her money onto drain . I didn't study hard and also in return i make her sad , make her cry . But , It's my choices . I can't blame anyone . I choose not to study . I can't blame her . Even though i am regreted now . I can't blame her . Is not her fault . She wanted to support me to study . But i don't want . I won't blame her . I choose all this path myself . i can't blame anyone now . The only person i can blame now is , Myself .
I always make decision without thinking .
When i am sad . I am always looking for people to talk too . But it's okay . I have already post it here . I am feeling better now . I will get back to my new self soon .
And also . i am not treating my house like a hotel . After all is still my home . I have lots of problem , I am stress . I am very fan . I can't stay at home . I will think alot . I can only go out and have fun and forget all this thigns . But is just awhile . I have to sort things out by myself . I can't just keep hiding it . No point hiding it . I can only face it and take it . This is life .
Problem coming out from my family . I really don't know what to do . I hope i have lots of moeny to help them out . But i can't ):

Do whatever you want . But don't get caught .
Do whatever you want . But without regretting .
Life is sucks . But we have to face it . This is life .
Forget the and go on with your life .
Forget everything and be a better person .
Work hard and have a good life .

Okay . I'm off . Shall post next time .
Take Care readers .
:)

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