Sigh ... Full of dissapointment .... D:

Sigh ... I have finally realise the word Brother .



Okay . Meeting baby tomorrow . Heh and met baby today . Heh . She is so cute la . Baby , ily !!!
Went to school in the afternoon today . Haha . It's stress . But it's okay . Every human got to face stress . So is normal ..

Hmmm , I'm happy to see that my family is happy . Because i study . I just listen to them and go to school . Actually i should not this for others but myself .. Because it's my future . I finally realise . What is good about studies . Some how school life is still better . Haha . I really got to thanks my family and my girlfreind for leading me to the right way .. And i finally realise how important a family are . When we are in trouble , Only our family members will be there . And also , Thanks to my amighty girlfriend . She lead me to the right way . And she tought me what are the right things . She changed me . Thanks love . I will never forget this . Iloveyou .

Baby , I really love you alot .. You are the first girl that i really really love so deeply . You will always be in my mind . No one can replace you in my heart . You are the best girlf i have ever had . Don't worry bee . I will marry you . And i will study hard and earn lots of money . In order to support our family next time . Heh . Promise !!!! :D

Okay . I got to go .
I'm going to sleep . Got to go school tomorrow . Heh .
Good night everyone .
Take Care .
Bye .


Twentysixapril'09
ILoveYou
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Hey people !!! I'm back .. Yeah . Hmmmm. Gonna post before i sleep . Since i didn't post for a time ...
Met baby today ... Heh .. I'm missing her sooo much .
Baby is taking her Os today . Baby , Don't be dissapointed okay . There are still lots of paper . So don't be so disspapointed .. Babyyyy , Jiayoujiayou ..
Baby , I always love you :D
Cheer up baby :D



Have been going school for these few days . Hey guess what , I reaches school all time .. Haha .. Miracle ah ... I have not been poning school ... I'm a gooooood boy :D
Sigh ... Failed all my exam for the last term ... I got to pass for this term .. Alex you can do it . Jiayou !!!!! :D


Okay . I will post till here .
Take Care Readers .
Bye .


4 more days love .
ILoveYou .

Twentysixapril'09
ILoveYou
2604

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Sigh ... Have a tiff with smelly today. We have been quarreling for 5days already .. Sigh ...
I promise to change and also we start over again ... Hope we will stop quarreling ... I am willing to do everything if we can stop quarreling ... It's really hurts ... Sigh ...


Baby , I know i do hurt you ... But you do hurt me as well ... Sigh ... Since you wanted to me to change and you have put so high hope on me .. Then i will change . But bee , All i need now is your support and trust . This is all i need from you .
Sigh ... But what you say just now really hurts me lots and lots ... But nvm . I am te one who started saying words that hurt you . I'm sorry . I'm not a good boyfriend . Everything was my fault okay . My fault , My fault .
Sian . You Os is coming nearer and nearer , And we are quarreling more and more ... Sighhhhh ...
Do cried hards just now for you ... Sigh ....



Okay . Since you we have agreed to stop thinking of our past and start our relationship all over agian ... Then we shall not bring our past out and talk about it anymore ... We will erase everything we have done and hurt each other . Alright ???
But babe , You said that i have hurt you for what i have said ... But you do hurt me as well ... But it's okay . I'm the one that start all this nonscence . So i should blame myself . I should blame myself for not treating you well . To what i think . I treat you not as better as your ex .. Sigh ... This is who i am ... Okay nvm . I should do what you say . Like how your ex treat you .
Sigh ... I did'nt know that i am such a lousy boyfriend . I hate myself . HATE !!!!



I have put so much hope on you ... I have put so much hope on you that you won't fall for other guys and even if we break we will patch back . As also you promise that we will get married ..
I have put so much hopes on you and trust you and believe in you so much that we will do it ..
So you have to trust yourself and believe in your yourself okay . Promise ??
And also , Don't dissapoint me for all this .. But like what i have said just now . If there's something happen . And you wanna leave me , I will let you go . As long you are happy . I fine with it . Because i know . Letting you go it's also a new kind of love .. But i promise you that if this thing happen . I will try my very best to win your heart back . And i promise .. I promise i will do it . I swear .
But baby , I really hope that this will not happen . I really love you alot . I really can't afford to lose you . Really !!!! In my whole life . What i really wish is to be with you forever .
Baby , I love you .
I'm really sorry for all this .. Because of you . I willing to change myself . Even do it's really hard on me i will still do it. The most i will be the one suffering . It's okay . I willing to do it happily . Don't worry love .



Okay . I meeting my smelly hamster after her tuition . So happy . Yay !!!!
Baby , ILY Lots . I really mean it .
And i really miss my smelly soooo much .

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Sigh ... Sad ah .. How i wish this will all settlled down and be fine . I really hope and smelly will be find ...
Sigh ... Have been quarreling with smelly all the time. It's already 4 days le . We have been quareeling for the past few days continue - ing ... Sian ah .. Emo and Emo ...
I really miss her super lots .. Wanted to spend the whole day with her on tuesday ... But , Too bad she spend half of the day studyinng .. It was my fault .. I did'nt tell her earlier . My fault .. Okay . Sigh ... Her Os becoming more and more nearer . And i am becoming more and more emo ..

SAAAAAAAAAAAAAAADDD ...


I really hope everything will be fine and we wll stop quarreling .. I just hate it ... Fuck la ...
Sian ..
Don't wish to post anymore .. Not in the mood ...
I'm sorry for everything . My fault .. My fault okay . My fault ..


D: D: D:

Crying tears ....

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Sigh... Have a little tiff with love just now... Sigh...
Hope nothing would happen... I just missing her alot now.. Today did not meet her long enough.. just like an hour.. Sigh...
Love told me that she is going to taiwan after her "O" Level... Sigh... Sian... Got to miss her super lots... But nevermind. As long as she happy jiu can le. Let's not talk about this topic..


Okay. Sigh... I just realise i'm not a good bf. Sigh...
I'm always hurting her. Now i'm here ti apologise to my love.. I know what i say just now really hurts her.. Sigh... Baby, I'm sorry alright...


Baby, I'm sorry. I know i'm not a good bf.. I'm sorry. I promise to change okay. Just give me time.. I promise ti be like last time. I won't raise my voice on you.
I'm sorry about just now.. I just hate myself for saying that just now. I'm sorry. I'm really sorry.. Please forgive me.. Alright.
Sigh... My damn mouth.. Ihateyou!!!! FUCKIT!!! Fuck my own mouth. Damn it man..
Smelly!!! You are really very important to me.. I just can't lose you. I just want to spend my whole entire life with you.. I promise i won't leave you.. Promise.
Baby, I'm really sorry okay..
I will give you your surprise by monday. Okay smelly..
I love you.
I miss you.
I want you.
I need you.

Baby, Iloveyou!!! I love you super much.. Muackmuackmuack.
Don't leave me okay?? Promise.
You are my life you know bee.. You are really important to me. I sumpa!!!!!
Baby, I really mean what i say..
Lastly, I'm sorry..

Alright. I will end here. I gonna sleep. Damn tired..
Take Care Reader.
Bye.


Twentysixapril'09
ILoveYou Forever

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