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Friday, October 31, 2008

Yo guys, I'm back again... But first i want to say something....
Lip kang: Cheer la sial.. You will jio till her de, You will have chance de... So Jiayou jiayou...


Alright, Hmm, Nothing much to write about today lor..
Err, Just wake up not long only, Then do my stuff like brush teeth all that.. Haha.
Huh, Then come here and post le... Later going watch the show sun wukong, Then want go out le, Wanna go meet clive and lip kang...
And also, This few days also nothing much lor.. Sleep, Eat, Go out, Find job.. Like no life right.. Hai sian.......
And also i have changed my life le.. From nightlife and now no more nightlife le... Lastime, I sleep in the day bright, And go out in the night.. Now difference le.. Now is sleep on the night, And go out in the daybright.. Somemore i is sleep early wake up early okay.. Haha, Good for health..


Okay, Now i would like to say this to you girl...
Girl, I will stop messaging you le.. I will only wait for you to message me.. Because i'm afraid that you and your stead will quarrel over this.. And i don't want this to happen....
And also, If i have really cause you both to quarrel... Then now i apologise to both of you..
I, Alex Lee Chun Kwang, Are very very very sorry.... I'm sorry....
But wait.. Girl, Although, I have stop messaging you, But i'm still care for you, I'm still worrying for you, I still love you And i will still miss you...
So, Do take care lots.. And i will wait for yours message.. Anything you still can ring me up..
Hai, Everything is fated to be... I have no choice, And i is either got to wait or give up... Haiii.
Girl, I will still wait for you okay... I will wait for you.. I will wait for you till the days i have give up....
Alright, I will write till here...
Gonna go meet malvin and alfred le..
Girl, Do take care.. I love you...
Take Care Guys...
Bye..

Alex Lee (Jia0weikia) ILY & IMY Lots...


10:10 AM


Tuesday, October 28, 2008

Hi Guys, Yoyo.. Haha, Surprise eh.. Alex Lee the pig wake up so early today... Haha, You guys know why? Because yesterday i sleep early mah... Haha, I sleep at 1915... Around there la... So tat y today wake up early mah... Haha... Hai, Sian sia now..





Hmm, Haiii, Gan sian ah... Mother and brother keep nagging at me.. Keep nagging here and there for asking me go find job.. Is not i don't want go find la.. Is don't feel like workin how to find.. work liao also not happy right... Haii, Lastime i wanted to and find a job, You all ask don't go and find.... Then now leh.. I don't find liao, You all keep asking me go find... WTF lor.. Think cute ah?? LOL... Haii, Then later need to go find job liao sial.. Hai, I NEED MONEY AH!!! Now no need you guys nag me go find liao le, Me myself will go find.. LOL.. Because i need money now... Haiiii, what to do?? Need money then must work lor... Sian ah..

Now currently listening to the song I wanted you by Ina...



Okay, First of all, I just wanna tell lip kang brother... Brother: Jiayou la sial.. Okay.. Wish you good luck.. You will jio till her de.. Okok... Haha...

Hmm, This few days... I have started my jiaowei le.. Haha, But i miss her alot, Wherever i go, She was the first person that always comes to my mind... Haii.. Err, But i just wish to see her happy, I jiu will be happy le... Haii, Just wish to see that she is safe everyday.. Then i jiu fangxing le... Girl, You must take very good care of yourself okay.. Don't fall sick le... You must eat well and rest well hor... Alright... Day has passes and passes me everyday... I'm will be waiting for her... Girl, I'm still waiting for you, No matter what.... Hmm, Days seen to be better le.. Everyone is fine... I'm more fangxing le.. But what i'm worrying about is her... I'm worrying for her everyday... Because i don't know that is her fine everyday anot.. So i just hope that she is fine and safe everyday... Now currently listening to the song Dear God by Avenge Sevenfold... The previous song is Bye Bye by Mariah Carey... LOL.... Haha, I'm still trying to get back to my ownself everyday..



Okay okay, Alright, I will write till here le...

I gonna go and watch the show sun wukong le.. Haha, The show cute sial..

I love you lots, I miss you lots..

I'm thinking of you..

I'm worrying for you..

No matter what, I will wait for you.. Alright..

Take Care...

Bye..


Alex Lee (Jia0weikia) ILY & IMY Lots...


8:10 AM


Sunday, October 26, 2008

Hey, Yo guys, I'm back. Have not been posting for around 5days le.. Because i'm sleeping and also keep going out to cycle and look for job all stuff... Haha, So busy lor.. Then never post.. Haha, Hmm, Nothing much to say la.. LOL.. Hmm just that this few waking up quite late in the afternoon.. Hmm, Because i think i have becoming to use to the life of nightlife.. Day bright every ones come out.. And i'm sleeping at home... And at the night everyones was sleeping and i was out.. Haha, Funfair right me? Haha, lol..
Err, Okay. I find that things now are getting better le. It seems like i and my brother relationship are getting closer le... Nowadays he will talk to me nicely.. Not like last time le. Last time he always use to tied me to tight and also he like to force me to do something that i don't like.. But now different le.. He has not been tie-ing me so tight. Maybe he was too busy working le bah, Or maybe he has starting to know my pattern le.. Lol... Haha, Although he still have force to do those things that i don't like, But is still better then last time... Haha...
Okay now, Errrr, First of all i got to thanks lip kang brother.. Because he have waken me up. He told me something. He said that he don't wanna see my in the mood of emo and so moodiness and shag all those la.. He said he want to see the last time de Alex that are strong and have fighting spirits... He said he don't want to see me like now that are so weak and all stuff.. Haii, Can see that he see me like that also pekchek ah.. Haha, Thanks Lip Kang brother for cheering me and waking me up when i was falling down... Thanks bro la sial.. Lip kang brother said this to me that no matter what, I still got to be strong and also he is sure that she also don't wanna see me like this... And things are like getting opposite sial.. Last time i was the one that cheering lip kang brother up and i was the one that said all this to him.. And now it seen like he was the one that cheering me up and said all this to me.. Haha, Cute eh..
And also, Lip kang brother said a very important things to me.. He said that even if i'm sad, I must also put on a fake smile on my face.. And let other know that i'm happy. But actually i'm sad... Okay la, Lip kang brother, I will try to put on a fake smile de.. Okay..
Okay la guys, I will be back my ownself la... I will be back to the Alex that always joke around de Alex lee... Wahahahahahah..
And also, I will be back to the Jiaoweikia, Which has alot of jiaowei to talk.. Haha, So nextime you all don't need to be worry of no one entertaint you all...
Alright now. Girl, I'm sure that you are happy to see me trying to be strong and be back to my ownself right?? Haha, But i will still be waiting for you, No matter what... Alright... Hmm, I will still be waiting for her.. I'm still loving her.. But no matter what, I still got to be strong.. Lip kang brother say de right, He said that i can't be waiting for someone when i was so weak and falling down on the floor and can't stand up.. He said that i got to stand up strong and wait... So girl, Don't worry la.. I will try to be back to my ownself de okay.. Haha, Hey girl, You must stay happy too alright.. Anything must remember to ring me up.. I will always be there for you okay.. Haha.. So girl, You stay happy and safe everyday.. Ohya, And rest well too.. Don't get sick ah.. Haha...
Alright la, I will write till here le..
I'm tired now.. Going to sleep soon.. Tomorrow still got to wake up early..
Girlllllllll, No matter what, I will still be waiting for you.
I love you lots, I'm missing you lots too...
I'm still thinking of you everyday.. And i will be waiting..
Take Care Guys... :)
Bye..

Alex Lee (Jia0weikia) ILY & IMY Lots...


12:41 AM


Tuesday, October 21, 2008

Hey, Hi guys... Cool eh?? While i'm posting at this time.... Haha, Because i can't sleep.. Hope can fall asleep after posting bah... Hai, I miss her leh.. That's why cant sleep.. Haiiiii..... Ok la... Yesterday i sleep at 2plus and wake up 1800 or 1830... Around there la... Because stomache very pain sia... Then now feel better le... Not so painful le... Hai, But how pain my stomache are, Still not as pain as how pain my heart are... You know the pain of losting someone you love?? The pain in your heart is like unbearable... So painful... Is more painful then my stomache.... Haiii, Sian ah..... Now currently listening to the song i will be by Leona Lewis.... Haiii, And i find that i have become more and more like small kids le sia.. Some people say to me.. Is because i was trying to cheer myself up and that's why i have got to be like a small kids.. So that i will be happy.... Hai, But i don't think it works... Because, Even if i'm happy.. Also just for a hour only... Some people say that i have moodswing... Suddenly like a small kids.. And suddenly become so emo.... And i tell you all.... Is not moodswing laaa... Aiyo.... Is just i just don't wanna see my ownself like this.. And i'm sure she don't wanna see me like this too.... So that is why i try to be like a small kids to cheer myself up and just to numb my brain for a few hours... But is difficult... Because, I really keep thinking of her.. I can't even forget her for jus 1hour... Because i really love her and miss her lots.. Hai, I really don't want to lost her sia... I miss the day we slack together.. I really miss her.... And i miss her voice, I miss her laughter... Haiii, Now currently listening to the song wait for you by eilliot yamin... I will wait for her no matter what... Hai, All my brother and friend told me they don't wanna see my like that.. They said they want to see the lasitme de alex.. That are so cheerful and happy... And also joking around making people laugh.. Which talk lots of jiaowei.... Yeah, Guys, I know... I also wanna be back my ownself.. But i can't... Because i have lost her... And i hope you guys understand.. Yeah, I know i could only joke aorund for just awhile... But i can't gone crazy like how i use too lastime.. I can only joke for the most half and hour.. And that is the maximum time... I will feel tired aftert that... After that i will have the mood of emo again.. Dear brothers and friends.... I know how am i now... But what i really wish is i can be with her forever.. I really love her lots... And i think, Only if i can see her then i will get back the energy of my fighting spirits... Because, Like i say... My fighting spirits have ran into her body... To make her strong and to protect her.... Haii, Like i said, Only her can change me, Make me be back my ownself... Hmm, Now currently listening to the song Goodbye by Janice wei lan.... Haii, How long did i still got to wait.... I'm ok with it... No matter how long, I will still be waiting... And i will be waiting and waiting... Girl, I really miss you, I really love you.. And i mean it... Hai, But while i'm waiting.. I just want to see that she is happy and she is fine... But no matter what, I will still be worrying for her.... Because i was not beside her.. I can't see weather she is fine anot... Haiiiiiiii........... And i have a news to inform.. I find that my fringe are getting longer le.... Now currently listening to the song Dear God by Avenged sevenfold..... Hmmmm, Dear God, The only thing i ask from you is to hold when i'm not around with her.. When i'm not beside her.. Alright.. So girl, Do take care... I will always be there for you... Alright... Haii, The Alex Lee aka Jiaoweikia.. Has been lying on the bed unconsiously for 2weeks plus le... And he only can wake up if his fighting spirits goes back.. And it means he can be with her... Haii, I'm no longer a jiaoweikia anymore.. I have no mood for jiaowei le... Hai....
Alright i will write till here le...
Girl, I wanna tell you, I love you lots...
I miss you lots...
I'm thinking of you...
I'm worrying for you...
And i love you and misses you alot... Haiii..
No matter what, I will wait for you...
No matter how long, I will still be waiting... Alright...
Take Care Guys...
Bye..

Alex Lee (Jia0weikia) ILY & IMY Lots...


1:00 AM


Sunday, October 19, 2008

Hi guys, I'm back... I have not been posting for 1days.. Miss my post eh?? Haha... Ok... Let's start to post something le bah.. Haha, Ehhhh, I was here to post because i was ask to post.. Haha, So i post lor... Wahhhh, My vital there is pain la... Don't know why leh... It already pain for 4days le... I think i must thanks to xiang yi ah.. It's all your fault... Nextime don't wan be your demo liao la... Want demo street fight do't demo on me mah... Can demo on other mah.. Want demo on me lighter bit more la... Pain you know... Till now sitll pain leh... Guys you know what he did to me?? He ask me to punch his face for a demo only ah... Ok lor.. So i punch then how i know him ah.. Suddenly knee me.. Still knee till my vital leh dey.. Now very pain leh... Wah, Already tell you i weak le righttttt.... Still knee till so hard.... WTFFFF.... Hai, Nvm la sua..... So today woke up at around 2 - 3plus la.. Should be around there... Hmm, Then wake up le... I jiu pei here sms.. Cause i can sense that she is boring.... Hmm, Then after that jiu go pasar malum walk walk awhile.. Zheng hao jiu called.. Ask me weather wanna go whitesand anot... Then so i say ok lor. Then go whitesand find him.. So far today i only touches 1 stick of cigg only.. Wah, Buaytahan siol.. Hai, No choice.. Got to quit... Then so when i'm on my way home.. Got chase by police la... Wow, Singapore police seriousely very fast siol... Then my leg wa slike injured lor.. Fucking pain leh.. Still got to chase by police... Haha, But wait..... The police how fast still lost to my turbo leg... The police can't even chase till me man... Haha.. Hai, My mood now ah still very sian leh.. It's already a long time le.. I'm still so moody... Hai, Yiting they all jio - ed me go watch movie with darly they all... But i say no, I'm not going...... Because i don't have the mood to watch movie.. Without her there i watch movie also no joy... Hai, God, How long i still got to wait for her... I really miss her badly... I really need her la... She's important to me... I really love her lots and lots..... Hai.... Now vital here really fucking pain... And i'm scared that something might happen to me... Dear god, If really something happen to me... Please take care of her on my behalf.. Please don't let her get hurt... Alright... Just wish to see her happy... Ok.. Girl, I just want tell you... I f really something happen to me.. You must take very good care of yourself alright????
Hai, I will write till here le...
Girl, I love you lots..
I miss you lots and lots too...
I'm worrying for you everyday...
I'm thinking of you wherever i go....
I really love you... And so you take care alright..
No matter what, I will still wait for you....
Take Care Guys...
Bye..
Alex Lee (Jia0weikia) ILY & IMY Lots...


9:33 PM


Friday, October 17, 2008

Hey, Today, Woke up at 1300 and i sleep at 530 yesterday.. should be around there bah... Hai, nothing much about today... The first thing i wake up, The first thing that come to my mind was her.. And so i msg her lor... Hai, After that went up to esmonde house.. To chat with his mother.. Because long time never see her le... So just went up to see weather they are fine not lor.. And so i went to Ehub to look for job... Err, So went there to write the application form.. And so they told me that they will give me a call by monday.. Hope they i can pass this round bah... Then so went to walk walk awhile then go home le..... Hai, I feel very tired.. But i can't sleep.. Because what i'm trying to say.. The tiredness are not that kind of sleepy tiredness... Is like now the alex lee was like coma.. Lying in the hospital unconsiousely... That's why i have the feeling of tired.. I have not been sleeping that well like how i use too lastime... I was like sleep and awake sleep and awake.. Beause, I really worried about her.. Once i close my eyes i will see her.. Hai, Because i really miss her alots.... Seriously, Really alots... I also don't know that weather i have the mood to work anot if i really start working... I even don't have the mood to do those things i want.. Like my hobby... I was just like keep forcing myself to do it.. Hai, How long have i got to wait sial.. Hai, My heart is so pain... Hai, I don't when will be the days that all of my pain will gone, When then i can sleep like how i use too lastime, Get back my fighting spirits.. When??? Hai, I only know that what i got to do, Is wait.. Haiiiiii, Girl, I really misses you alot.. Really love you alot... And girl, No matter what i will still be waiting for you... Ok.....
Hai, Alright, I will write till here le... Because, I have no mood..
Girl, I love you lots and lots..
I'm missing you everydays, Everytimes, Every miniutes and Every seconds..
I keep worrying for you..
I'm thinking of you... I really love you alots.. Hai...
No matter what, I will still be waiting....
Alright...
Take Care Guys...
Bye..

Alex Lee (Jia0weikia) ILY & IMY Lots...


11:38 PM


Thursday, October 16, 2008

Hey Guys.... Hai..... Nothing much about la... Errr, Today sleep in the morning around 5.. Think is 5... Haha, Then Woke up in the afternoon around 4plus going 5 le.. Haha, Pig eh me?? LOL... The first things i wake up, The first things that comes to my mind was to msg her... Hmm, Then stanley called and ask me weather want go eat not, At west plaza.. So i said ok lor... Then when i'm on my way down to west plaza, I called lip kang brother.. Ask him where is him... Then he say he at cousin house.. Then nvm lor... Then after that stanley arrived le.. Then waited for malvin at koufu coffee shop while stanley and me was eating... And so malvin arrived le... So jiu accompany them go to pasir ris farmway 3 there.. Cause they wanna go work.. Then after that i jiu walk go take bus home lor... Then actually meeting zheng hao at night de.. And then leh, Ti dua by him.. Hai, nvm la... Sua.. Hmm, This was the day have today lor.. Nothing muc hor... Hai, Yesterday went i was outside.. I looked up the sky, And i saw lots of star... And i was thinking that there will have a meteoride... So i can make a wish... And i would like to make this wish... The wish is i hope i can be together with her and forever.. And i promise i will treat her well and give her freedom... If not i will die in a horrible death.... Hai, So sian... I really wish i can be with her forever sial.... I really love her lots la... I really miss her alot... Hai, Currently listening to the song lips of an angel by Hinder.... Hai, I keep thinkig of her everyday.. I wish that she will be fine and happy every single days... I hope that the god can hear me.. God, I wish she can be happy and fine.. This is what i ask from you god... I don't ask more from you... Please bless her.. Please.... Hai.... Currently listening to the song wait for you by elliot yamin... And the next song will be Goodbye by Janice wei lan.... Hai, Girl ah, No matter what, I will wait.. No matter what i have to do, I will still wait for you.... Because i really love you lots and lots....
Alright i will so here le bah.. No mood to continue...
I'm thinking of you everyday...
I'm worrying about you everyday too...
I love you lots.. And i miss you lots too..
Take Care Guys...
Bye..

Alex Lee (Jia0weikia) ILY & IMY Lots.


9:16 PM


Wednesday, October 15, 2008

Alright, Let's talk about today... Ehhhhh, Today nothing much la.... Err, Woke up in the afternoon.. Around 1plus lor.. Very tired leh... I sleep at 6.10am in the morning.. Hai, All thanks to lip kang brother.. Ask me to wake him up in the morning. Cause he want to wake his baby up.. End up, Call him os many time never answer.. Spam his message still the same leh.. Still never wake up... Hmm, Then so actually wake up le wanna go find stanley at farmway 3.. But end up didn't go.. Because i don't know the way there.. Haha... So called darly ask him where is he, Then he said he at west plaza... So went to west plaza to look for him lor... Then after that he accompany me to whitesand kopitiam and eat... Wahahahaha, Eat Hokkien Meeee.. Standard food never change... Haha, Style eh.... Hmm, Then after that both of us went home to take our bicycle.. Then meeted daryl at his house there.. Wah, Very funfair sial him... He come down from the hill i go, I go him come down.. Funfair right?? Haha... Then after meeted him le, Then we cycle to bedok lor... Then malvin said meet at the bubble tea shop.. End up he at bedok resourvior... Cute eh... Lol... Hmm, Then so go meet her at bubble tea shop.. Then went over to 525... Hmm, Slack slack awhile with her there lor.. While her stead go other place... Then chat chat all then we go back pasir ris le......... Hai, Today finally i went down to bedok to see weather she is fine not.. Ok la.. She looks fine... But can see that she is very stress.. Hai... Hmm, But i'm worrying about her at slacking at bedok la... Bedok there is like so messy... I'm afraid that she might get hurt... It's look quite dangerous there sial... :( Hai, Girl, You take care at bedok bah... Today she asked me lonbang her from bubble tea to 525... But i did not lonbang.. Because i have no stand behind my bike... I scared later she might fall.. So i don't dare to lonbang her... I really scared that she will fall and hurt herself.. Hai.... I worrying about her sial... She's like getting sick le... God, If can exchange, I don't mind exchange with her.. I rather i fall sick then watching her fall sick.... I rather she enjoy her life everyday then fall sick.. I'm okay with it de.. I get sick nvm de.. I rather i suffer then her.. I just wish to see her happy and save everyday... Hai, I keep wondering how long i still got to wait sial... But it's okay de.. No matter how long, I will still be waiting.. And i think it worth... Hai, I'm missing her now, I'm thinking of her now and hope that she will stay happy and save everyday..... Today she told me i look like small kids.. haha, I admit la.. haha, And i know lastime i don't use to be like this... Like i say le mah.. I'm not the lastime de alex anymore.. Because my fighthing spirits have gone into her body.. And my jiaowei all have become lesser le... Hai, Because i have lost her, And it means i have lost everything.. Hai...
Alright, I will write till here le bah...
I will write more when i have a better mood..
Girl, I just wanna tell you.. I love you lots...
No matter how long, I will still be waiting... Okay...
I misses you lots....
Take Care Guys...
Bye..
Alex Lee (Jia0weikia) ILY & IMY Lots


10:03 PM


Tuesday, October 14, 2008

Oh no, My blog tio spam.... Haha, I know who spam de hor.. Someone that have my account lor... Haha... New nick name given by her: Siaokimmor... Style eh?? But Jiaoweikia still my actual nick name ah... Haha,
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Hmm, Today meeted her at lip kang brother block downstair.. Hmm, Actually went there for jun kai de problem... But end up, We tio dua.. KNN!! Then nvm.. Waited for julia to come.. Then she apologise le, We slack under block 773.. At there do nothing lor... Err, Got la, At least i do a little bit of shuffle.. Because sara bring the hoodie cardigan come mah.. Then it wa slike curiouse lor.. Then take and wear le jiu do a little of shuffle lor... Seriously speaking la.. Today i do shuffle also not much la. Just a little bit lor.. Not even half of the song... Because i really don't have the feeling and the mood to do everything le... And this time round i know why.. Because i lost her, Means i lost everything... So that's why i have lost everything... I have lost my ownself.. Which is mean, I'm not the lastime de alex le.. Not the lastime de me that always joke around, play around and do things that i wanna do... Can say la.. Now de alex is can say was lying on a bed unconsiousely.. Can say is "coma" Hmm, I lost all the mood of doing shuffle, Lost the mood of joking around, Lost the mood of fighting, And lost something in my body, Which is my fighting spirit.. I don't know why i still can't find him back.. I will only be back the old alex not the past de alex ah.. I will only be back my ownself if my fighting spirit comes back... And i think that my fighting spirit have ran inside her body le bah.. Maybe my fighting spirit went to protect her.. And making her strong lor. As i'm feeling weaks now... And i don't know went my fighting spirits will come back? Haiiii, And i think my fighting spirit is her bah.. Cause only her can change me.. I will only listen to her...
Only her can make me strong. So comfirm my fighting spirit is her.. Haii, No matter what, I will still be waiting.... God ah god, I hope u can hear me calling u from here.. Please bless her, Please let her have double my fighting spirits.. I just wanna see her save and happy everday, every min and every second... If i can see this, At least i can leave this world peacefully... "Dear God, The only things i ask of you is to hold her when i'm not around, When i'm much too far away" And seriously speaking, i really felt that i'm so lonely and i'm tired, I'm missing u again. Seriously.. Girl, I really miss you lots, I really keep thinking of you everydays, I really keep worrying of you everydays, I really love you lots and lots.. Girl, You know who you are... Hai, I don't know i still got to wait how long..... Haiiii, I really wanna be with her... So girl, Please take care of yourself ok... Haiiii, Girl, I tell you, I really can lost everything but not you........
I miss you lots..
I love you lots..
I'm thinking of you...
No matter what, I will wait..
No matter how long, I can still wait.....
Take Care Guys...
Bye..

Alex Lee (Jia0weikia) ILY & IMY Lots...


9:43 PM



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12:51 AM


Monday, October 13, 2008

Hi Guys, I'm back again... Hmm, Lets post about today... Today have nothing much to say lor.. Err, Today went to chalet... Actually wanted to go cycle de. But end up did not go.. Because melvin la.. Want sleep sleep sleep.... Then i also went there lor.. See them sleep i also sleep.... Actually wanted to cycle to bedok to meet her de.. But all thanks to melvin.. Don't want go.. Then i also don't know the way by cycling.. If take bus i go lor... Hmm, Then chatted with on phone... After that she hanged cause someone coming to meet her... Hmm, The chalet was boring lor.. Because without her there... What i keep doing on the chalet was sitting alone in a corner emo-ing and thinking of her and sleeping..... Nothing much i do there.. Seriously speaking la.. Without her with me, My life are seriously no life.. Seriously very bored.. I have nothing better to do lor...... Hai........ So siannnnn..... Hmm, Hey girl, Without you, I'm so lonely and i'm tired, I'm missing you again.. Hai, Stress sia... Looking for job ah... Maybe wednesday go interview. Hope can pass lor.. If not ah, My phone bill comfirm finish ah... Hai, Now currently listening to the song wait for you by elliot yamin... And the previous song is Goodbye by Janice Wei.... Hai, She really hav no freedom lor.. She was like a bird that have lock up in a cage and have no where to go.. Hai, very jialat sia.. Hai, She like that i'm seriously very heart pain sia... Haiiiiii.... Now currently listening to the song Tomorrow's way by Yui... Dear God, Please bless her alright... Dear God, If one day i'm really not existed in this world please help me look after her... Please... Hai, I feel i'm so useless sia... She was like so miserable, Have no freedom.... And yet i can't do anything for her... Hai...
Alright, I will write till her le bah...
I'm thinking of her everyday...
I miss her everyday...
No matter what, I will still be waiting...
I love you lots...

Alex Lee (Jia0weikia) ILY & IMY Lots


10:05 PM


Sunday, October 12, 2008

Today, Today sleep till 1plus... Then jiu go whitesand meet Lip Kang Brother... Then after that go walk walk all that lor... Hmm, Then after that stomach very pain la, Want go toilet pangsai also cannot... Cause i accompany lip kang wait for his baby at inter... Then after that take MRT to Tampines and wait for his baby then come back to pasir ris again... Then afterthat go buses to west plaza.. You know go there do what???? Go there shit la.............. Hai, Today she called me.. Chat on awhile thne hang le... Because her callback card no balance le... Then so chat on sms lor.. Hmm, I see her like that really heart pain sia... She seem like got tied so tight, She have no freedom.. Hai, Can she very pekchek lor.. Hai, Girl, Cheer up okay?? Don't so pekchek... Relax don't tooo stress up ok... I see you like that heart really very pain... So cheer alright..
Hai, I write till here le...
Don't have the mood to continue le..
I just want to see her happy....
I'm Thinking of her....
I Missing her lots...
No matter what, I will wait.. Ok...
Take Care Guys....
Bye..

Alex Lee (Jia0weikia) ILY & IMY Lots


7:56 PM


Saturday, October 11, 2008

Hmm, I have not been bloggin 2days le bah.. Hai, 2day i finally have some laughter le... Because i know that she is fine.. She seems like quite happy slacking at bedok.. Cause i have called her that time... I could hear the background... But i am still thinking of her la, I still missing her la... Hai.... Sad ah sad... Now Currently listen to the song Wait For You by Elliot Yamin... Hmm, I have dyed my hair le... Haha... Hai, I keep thinking of her.. I keep missing her.. Hai, Actually today wanted to meet her de.. But end up she did not came down. Due to something.. Hai, I'm worrying about her sia.. After she told me that she is not coming down due to something... Girl, Nextime have anything must tell me hor.. Don't keep it to yourself.. It will make me more worry ok??? Today i have done nothng much.. I just went to Pasir Ris Park to ride bicycle lor... Then do some stunt.. Wah, Very tired sia.. Leg almost cramp leh.. Haha, And yesterday i just gan one pubor.. And that pubor is Angela.. Chee bye, She got huan tio you izzit? You go say her for nothing for what?? I don't care who you are ok.. As long as i don't want hear anything about you saying her.. IF not comfirm i whack you ah.. KNN!! Hai, And i feel so lonely without her sia.. Seriouly, I really feel very lonely without her.. I feel that i'm alone.. And i don't know why.. But i think i is really love her deeply.. Day pass by pass.. I have been missing her badly.. Hai....
Nevermind la. As long as she is happy i'm happy... She is fine i'm fangxing... Hai, My heart still very pain... Now currently listening to the song Tomorrow's Way by YUI... Hai, Dear God, Please bless her where ever she is... I just want to see that she is fine.. And i am more fangxing.. Hai.. Hmm, Now currently listening to the song Goobye by Janice Wei Lan... Ohya, Girl i want to tell you something.. which that time i meet you at whitesand i want to tell u le... Err, Please don't find me irritating that i always ask you go home early... Because i am really worry aboutyou. Alright.
No matter what, I will wait for you
I Love You Lots
I Miss You Lots

Alex Lee (Jiaoweikia) ILY & IMY Lots..


8:46 PM


Thursday, October 9, 2008

Hmm, Today sleep at four plus.. As she tell me to sleep at four, And so i just listen to what she ask me to do so lor, And i do it... Hai, Finally met her today.. As like i have not seen her for 3days le.... I miss her lor... But today saw her, I'm more fangxing le.. Hai, I don't know i still needed to wait for her how long.. But its ok la. No matter how long i will still wait de.. Ok... Hai, Today met her, Seldom talk to her la.. All i do is walk around the whole whitesand emo - ing... Hai.... And i don't know what to talk to her... But actually i really want to talk to her like how i use too lastime... Actually i have alot of things that wanna say to her.. But is just that i don't know how should i tell her... Hai, Currently listening to the song wait for you by elliot yamin again... Hmm, And nowadays i'm really worrying for her this few days... I'm worrying that she will get hurts... I hope that her stead treat her well bah, Hai.... And yesterday i have saw the piglet she want.. Haha, So cute sia the piglet... Ehhey... Surprised eh?? The first time i said a soft toy cute eh.. Haha, She like the piglet jiu hao lor, She think is cute then i will think is cute lor... Hmm, Now currently listen to the Japanese song Tomorrow's Way by YUI.. Haha, First time heard i listen to japanese song eh.. Haha... Cause this song was sended by her de.. And i think she like it... If i got it wrong, If she really don't like this song.. Then i'm sorry, If i got it wrong.. Hai, And i hope her stead will cherish her.. Cause she is really a very goodgirl... Hai, I will stop here le bah.. Don't wish to continue le.. Cause i feel like crying again...
No matter what i will wait for you. Ok...
I Love You & I Miss You Lots....
Hai, I will wait de..
Take Care Guys... :)
Bye..
Girl, See i smile le.. Smile more ok???? :) :) :)

Alex Lee (Jia0weikia) ILY & IMY Lots


3:19 PM


Wednesday, October 8, 2008

Today, Is my last day of school le.. And today is my last paper, Which is EOA... I have graduated le.. But i sitll kinda miss the school life.. Because there are lot of memory out there... Now i was planning to work le.. Earn lot of money!!! Haha. Hmm, I have leave the cock school already. And i'm happy.. But happy was just my outlook... But actually inside my heart, I was still very sad.. Not because i leaving the school.. But is because i have lost her... T.T..
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I have not seen her for 3days le.. And i have been emo - ing for 3days le... Hai, I have went to read her blog.. Don't sad le ok? Is not your fault.. Alright.. Cheer up... Hai, I keep thinking of her no matter where i go.. I don't know why.. But i think was because i really love her deeply... I keep missing her... T.T... And now i'm currently listening to the song wait for you.. And i really will wait for her... Hai, I have been crying for three days le.. Today morning i wake up at 3plus and i was talking on fone wif Lip Kang Brother... And after while i cried.. I really cried... Hai, For 3days le... my tears keep rolling down from my eyes this few days.. Hai, And i know she is sad.... Hai, Don't sad le ah, Cheer up.. I don't want to see you like this... I will cry more de ok... Hai, I'm worrying, Missing and Thinking of her everydays... Because i have not seen her for 3days le... I don't know things that happen around her. I'm really worrying for her... Hai, So u take care yeah... And i don't know how is her sia.. Really.. Hai..... Today have a big rain.. My leg was damn painful siol.. Cause deal to the rain water... Hai, But although is pain, There is still not painful then the pain i have now.. You all know know the pain off losing a girl that you really love her deeply??? If u guys out there know... Means you all will know how i feel... T.T
And ya, I feel happy and more fangxing whenever i saw her msg... Because at least i still know how is her doing.. Hai..... I have not been sleeping well for this 3days le... Hai, I know is very tired.. But i can't feel the tiredness le.. And i have started to feel that i have breathing difficulties.. Because i'm too tired bah... Hai, Girl, Don't feel bad ok??? Is not your fault. Alright.. Seeing you happy jiu hao le.. At least i got a smile from my face..
Alright, Write till here le... I'm Missing Her...
I am Thinking of her.. And i love her lots and lots..
2months11days to her brithday.. I got count de hor..
I will wait for you.... ok... :)
Take Care Guys...
Bye..

Alex Lee (Jia0weikia) ILY & IMY Lots....


9:19 PM


Tuesday, October 7, 2008

Hai, I have been not sleeping well for a time beings le... And i don't know why... I think is because i'm afraid of something.. Maybe i'm afraid that once i fall asleep, I would never wake up again.. I know this was the wish i wanted to have lastime.. But now i treated that i have never say this wish before... Because i'm scared that i would say bye bye to this world, And i can't see her anymore... And i don't want this to happen.. Cause i don't wanna leave her alone, I don't wanna see her alone.. Is ok that i'm alone and not her....... Because i don't want to see her suffer, I know if she really suffer i will cry more harder... Is ok that i suffer everything, Because i know that i can take it, And i'm afraid that she can't take it.... Alright, I'm chatting with her on MSN now... I told her i lose in sparring.. She ask me to train, But i don't think is any needs for me to train back bah. Cause i don't think is any needs for me le... As i said, I promise her i will be a good person ( Wo Hui Hao Hao ZuaRen) :) .... And i don't think that i have anymore self - confidence le... Because i have lost her, As i said, I lost her means i lost everything.. Everything have gone... My power and fighting spirits, Have don't know gone till where.. And i can't find back them.. Maybe is they are hiding inside my body for too long.. And is time for me to give them some freedom... Let them play till they are happy i'm sure they will come back again...... Hai, Today finally i eat something.. For breakfast and dinner only.. Yesterday i did not eat for my dinner.. Because i have no mood... Hai, So far today i have not been crying... But i don't know weather night i will cry not... As like i really have never been sleeping.. Cause i'm always waiting for her.. i'm scared that if i fallen asleep, And i have no more time to wait for her.. I'm really afriad of this.. And you, Don't blame yourself for hurting me... Is not your fault.. Ok.. You are always the best... Alright.. Hai, Actually, Seriously i'm sad... But i don't want to see her sad.. So i have to act strong.. But don't worry ah, I will still be back myself.. It just need time.. But i don't know how long will it be... And i'm missing her now... I can't stop thinking of her... I don't know why.. Hai, I feels like i'm a failure... Is girl, Don't blame yourself for hurting me deeply.. Is ok.. I don't wanna see you like that too... Is ok that you hurt me.... I wont blame you for this... Alright.. Is better that i'm hurt than you are hurts... Ok.... And sometime i really feel uncomfortable.. Because, I don't hear her voice, I don't hear her nagging at me and i can't hear her laughter... Today, I'm almost fall, cause i trip on something.. And that the part where i really feels very uncomfortable.. Becuase i don't hear her laughing at me when i going to fall.. And i dont't hear her nagging at me.. I dont hear a pestering me for something.. And i don't all this things irritating at all.. Because she's happy, I'm happy.. I really love her lots, I really miss her lots... I want her.. But no matter what i will still be waiting, Wait and wait and wait... Hai, And i would do whatever she ask me to do.. No matter how suffer it is.. Because for the sake of her, Cause of her, I'm not afraid of everything, Even death....
Alright i will stop here.. And i just want you to know that I Miss You. And I love You...
And no matter what i have to do, I will wait for you.. Alright...
Take Care Guys...
Bye..

Alex Lee (Jia0weikia) IMY & ILY


9:46 PM


Monday, October 6, 2008

Today was a sad day for me.. But i still have to Congrats her, Because she is happy i'm happy... And no mattered what i will wait for her. To nelson, I hope u treat her well, She's a good girl.. And don't you ever scold her ok? I don't even bear to scold her to bully her.. And don't you think you can too... Ok? Please, Please treat her well.. Don't let her get hurts.. I don't want to see her get hurts.. Give her more freedom.. Don't tight her too hard.. Let her be happy, Cheer her up if she was sad.. Give her what she wants, Buy her sweets everyday which she really enjoy eating sweets.. Alright.. Hai, Today i really have no mood for everything... I did not even laugh like how i always use too.. I just only smile, Because she is happy i'm happy... What i have done today was just cried, sleep and went out for a walk... My heart really feel very pain... I'm weak now. I was now falling on he floor and can't stand up with a big wound in my hearts.. And she was the first girl i cried for... Because i really love her lots.. I willing to do everything for her... Hai, And what i can do now was just to hide behind her back and sees weather she is happy, And when shes happy i will just give her smile.. And also what i can do now was to wish them lastlong... And i'm really hurts.. Becuase i have lose her.. I really wish to be with her, And i'm missing her lots and lots now.. Ok.. And i hate myself, I could have ask her ealiered. I'm a failure now... I HATE MYSELF!!!! And i lastime always used to be called Pah Buay Toh, But now i'm Toh.. I use to fight alot lastime.. And i have never lose.. Is either i win or have a draw match.. But tis time round i'm lose, But this time round was not a fight, It was a girl that i love.. But no mattered what i will still be waiting till the days have come... Hai, I have lost my fighting spirits.. Once i lose her means i lose everything. Ok, I will stop here... I don't have the mood to continue writting. Because, I don't know i may cry again not..
And last, I will be missing you everyday.. I Love You.. And i mean it...
I will wait for you.. And i means it...
Take Care Guys...
Bye... :(
I'm missing you...

Alex Lee (Jia0weikia) ILY & IMY...


6:06 PM


Sunday, October 5, 2008

Hey, I'm blogging at this time.. And its so late now.. Cool yeah.. Haha.. Because i'm boring and i have nothing to do.. So i came here to post... Hai, Just chated with Xiao Guang on Msn.. He is kinda sad because of something.... Hai... And i would also like to thanks xiao guang here.. As like now he still treated me as his friend... And also i would like to thanks him for giving me this chance to turn over a new leaf and start my life all over again.. And i'm sorry that i have dissapoint him... And yeah.. Seriousely i have regreted of what i have done lastime.. And i don't know why i would post about this things... As like today i have suddenly remembered all my past.. And i don't know why... I felt that i have done too much sin.. I wish i could clear my sin... And sometime i really felt guilty for what i have done as like making my parents sad... Because i have done something that break the law.. I can feel that they are sad and they felt very dissapointed on me.. As like now my father was sitting on a wheelchair... And i cant't do anything... Sometimes i have a feeling that i was the one that got my father into this, Maybe he was stress or maybe he was sad... I really don't know... And what i really wish to see now.. Was my father can have a faster recovery and be back his old time.. I know, No mattered what you are still my dad.. But i really wish that you could get well and be back your old time like what you used to do lastime... I really wish that you can take care of us like how you used too... And i promise, I will be a good son and be a better person... I will stop causing trouble for you guys.. Dear god, If you see this please bless my dad, Please bless him have a faster recovery... Hai, Please bless him that he could stand up and walk and open his mouth to talk again.. I really don't want to see him like this... Its really hurts... And i felt that i am a useless son.. That i can't do anything for him... And i want my father to know that his son Alex Lee have changed, And willing to change more.. And i have really regreted what i have done lastime.. I have really regreted. And i promise that i won't walk back that path again... And i won't repeat my mistake again.. To xiao guang, I hope that you would be a better person too... And cheer up alright.... And now i really hope that those people that around me would give me this one last chance to change... And to my school, Teachers And Discipline Commitee, I hope that you guys would give this chance too... And i'm sorry that i have given you guys so much trouble lastime... Hai.. I will stop here and i don't want to continue writting as i continue more it would remind me more on my past.......
And i'm tired.. I wanna sleep.. And hope that everything will be fine after i wake up...
Take Care Guys...
Byeeeeeeeee...

Alex Lee (Jia0weikia)


1:26 AM


Saturday, October 4, 2008

Hi Guys, I'm back.. Haha. Hai. Just reaches home.. Haha, So tired sia. LOL... Hmm, Yesterday did not post because i'm tired and have no mood to post lor... Haha.. Ok.. Err, Today have "N" Level. Maths Paper Two.. Sian lor, It was like damn diffcult la.. Like catch no ball leh... LOL..
Then paper end at 09.30... Then after that go KouFu eat lor.. Eat liao then acompany Darrick and Darly go Tampines 201 there cut hair... Haha, Then after that Lip Kang, Darrick and Leonard went to leonard house there to play soccer.. So i went home to sleep lor.. Very tired sia.. So sleep till 4plus then wake up bath all that then change le then go down 414 to meet Melvin, Stanley, Alfred and Darly.. Then went to Ehub to meet Rachelle lor... So after meet we went to Zheng Hao de chalet till now then reach home.. Haha, Quite fun la there... LOL.. And last to Shi Hao... Hope after today you will learn your mistake and don't repeat it again. Ok?? Don't be like me.. Now you realise your mistake still early.. Because you are still young and don't be like me.. Hai... Ok and everyone make mistake i wont blame you for what you have done.. As long as you are willing to change i'm ok with it.. Ok???
Haha, Ok la.. Post till here le...
And i'm tired le.. Haha..
Take Care Guys...
Byeeeeeeeeee..

Alex Lee (Jia0weikia)


1:14 AM


Wednesday, October 1, 2008

Yo, Haha... I'm here again... wahahahahahaha... Ok.. Today nothing much la.. Just slack slack as normal lor.. That what's i did everyday.. Hmm, Slack Slack, Walk Walk, Joke Joke lor... Joke around is always what i do.. LOL... Today woke up at 1415, Should be around there la ah... actually wanted to sleep longer de lor.. But my maid told me 4plus le... So i quickly jump up la... But in the end leh just 1330 oni... Wahpiang tio bluff la.. Then hack care ah go back sleep, Sleep till 1415 lor. So shiok la sleeping haha... But wanted to sleep longer de... Actualyy target to wake up at 1700, But cannot cause meeting Melvin, Rachelle, Daryl and Alfred.. Haha.. So cannot lor.. Must wake up early abit... Haha..
And i'm broke now... No money le siol... Hai, Still have to treat Jun Kai Didi sial.. Cause he got stead le mah... This time round i'm dead... haha, Broke like siao liao lor.. Hai, Nvm ah.. Jun Kai Lastlong Ok.... HAHA..
Kk la.. Write till here..
Nothing much to write le..... Haha...
Ok.. Take Care Guys...
Byeeeeeeeee......

Alex Lee (Jiaoweikia)


11:42 PM