Hi people . I'm back to blogging . Lols ..
Sigh . I really don't know what's in my mind . Why should i treat you this way today . But i still love lots and lots . I really don't know what to do ? Maybe it because of we have been quarreling non - stop .
Sigh . I don't even know what is happening between us . Seriously . I just felt that both of us are drifting apart . We ain't as close as the past . We ain't as sweet as the past . It hurt .. T.T
I think it because you have been working or because of your mum . But seriously , I do love you . I can't leave , I can't leave without you .
Sigh . I'm sorry love . I'm sorry if i hurt you with all this things .
But i really wish all those things you are doing now does'nt affect our relationship .
I really hope so . Because what i'm feeling now is really different . Sigh ..
Oh Fuck !!! Why are my tears keep rolling down ffrom my eyes . Fuck it !!!
People , Don't be shock that i'm crying . I'm a person that don't shed tears easily . But this time i just can't take it ..
To : Joel , Don't be shock that i'm crying . I know that you have known me for so many years . And you have never heard or seen me crying . Maybe this may be the first time bah .. Don't worry . Thanks for being there for me today :) STUDY HARD !!!
Sigh . My heart is hurting me alot . Not in the mood . I'm sorry . I really don't know why will i be treating you this way to morning . I seen you crying . It hurt me . I really hope that this relationship can carry on . Because i just have a bad feeling D:
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