Sigh ... Have a tiff with smelly today. We have been quarreling for 5days already .. Sigh ...
I promise to change and also we start over again ... Hope we will stop quarreling ... I am willing to do everything if we can stop quarreling ... It's really hurts ... Sigh ...


Baby , I know i do hurt you ... But you do hurt me as well ... Sigh ... Since you wanted to me to change and you have put so high hope on me .. Then i will change . But bee , All i need now is your support and trust . This is all i need from you .
Sigh ... But what you say just now really hurts me lots and lots ... But nvm . I am te one who started saying words that hurt you . I'm sorry . I'm not a good boyfriend . Everything was my fault okay . My fault , My fault .
Sian . You Os is coming nearer and nearer , And we are quarreling more and more ... Sighhhhh ...
Do cried hards just now for you ... Sigh ....



Okay . Since you we have agreed to stop thinking of our past and start our relationship all over agian ... Then we shall not bring our past out and talk about it anymore ... We will erase everything we have done and hurt each other . Alright ???
But babe , You said that i have hurt you for what i have said ... But you do hurt me as well ... But it's okay . I'm the one that start all this nonscence . So i should blame myself . I should blame myself for not treating you well . To what i think . I treat you not as better as your ex .. Sigh ... This is who i am ... Okay nvm . I should do what you say . Like how your ex treat you .
Sigh ... I did'nt know that i am such a lousy boyfriend . I hate myself . HATE !!!!



I have put so much hope on you ... I have put so much hope on you that you won't fall for other guys and even if we break we will patch back . As also you promise that we will get married ..
I have put so much hopes on you and trust you and believe in you so much that we will do it ..
So you have to trust yourself and believe in your yourself okay . Promise ??
And also , Don't dissapoint me for all this .. But like what i have said just now . If there's something happen . And you wanna leave me , I will let you go . As long you are happy . I fine with it . Because i know . Letting you go it's also a new kind of love .. But i promise you that if this thing happen . I will try my very best to win your heart back . And i promise .. I promise i will do it . I swear .
But baby , I really hope that this will not happen . I really love you alot . I really can't afford to lose you . Really !!!! In my whole life . What i really wish is to be with you forever .
Baby , I love you .
I'm really sorry for all this .. Because of you . I willing to change myself . Even do it's really hard on me i will still do it. The most i will be the one suffering . It's okay . I willing to do it happily . Don't worry love .



Okay . I meeting my smelly hamster after her tuition . So happy . Yay !!!!
Baby , ILY Lots . I really mean it .
And i really miss my smelly soooo much .

♥