Putting A Fake Smile Everyday


People, I'm back here again.. Sorry for not posting for so long.. And the reason is i'm lazy.. And also don't have the mood to post.. Hai.. Having some problem on my mood. which is i called it "Moodswing" Hai, Sibei sian... And also i would liek to thanks to my baby for helping me to post..
And also thanks to rachelle tan to cheer me up when i am sad. And thanks to all my brothers too. Thanks you for being there for me to make e laugh to crack to make me laugh when i am sad.. Thanks alot..
Haiii, Yesterday was the day that me and my baby the first month anniversary..


Baby, Happy belated 1st monthsary..


Hmmmmm, 3 more days to my saiguan de lion dance open ceremony.. Think i gonna concentrate more on training on my lion dance. Think not gonna slack all this le.. Will start to practice lion dance to be better.. Ji Sieng HIANG AH!!!!!



Hai, Nowadays feeling very stress, Don't know what to do now.. Gonna start school soon le..
And nowadys, I have not having a peaceful sleep... And guys, I realise that i have change alot. I have change to a person that are Emo, Hot tempered, Weak and Moodswing.. Who am i now?? Am i Alex Lee Chun Kwang?? Or who?? I really don't know am i now... I'm like new in this world. And where is the lastime de Alex Lee Chun Kwang?? Izit dead or am i still living in this world? Lastime de Alex Lee Chung Kwang was Cheerful, Happy, Strong And Have A Good temper.. But now different.. I'm really shock. Why would i change till like this?? I really hope i can change back to my past.. The way i am now really make me feel so miserable and make me feel so pain.. I don't want to be like this.. I want to be back my past.. Haiiii... I hate the way i am now.. FUCK IT!!!!!


Haii, My phone bill got cut off now.. FUCK IT LA AH.. I got pay you know not never pay... See properly then cutt off. I Fuck You Singtel...
Nowadys, I was keep putting on a fake smile.. When then can i ahve back my real smile? Putting on a fake smile was really miserable really pain.. I was keep trying my best to change back the past de me.. But i failed to be so.. Hai, Leaving in this world really have so much pain..
I rather be a just born out baby. No stress no nothing.. Just happily leaving in this world. Somemore being baby, Every love them so much, Dote them so much.. No trouble no nothing.. Unlike the way i am now.. Hai. I just wish to ;leave in this world happily, have lots of money that's all. I don't ask for anything else more.. Hai..
I want to change back to my past... But how am i gonna do it?
Hai...



I Hate The Way I Am Now

Aright, I will stop here...
Take Care Guys
Bye..

Alex Lee (我是猴子）85

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