Hi people, I'm here to post again.. Alright, Hmm, Just finish chushi on 11 & 12 of april.. 11 april was the day that my shiguan open ceremony. Ji Xian Huat Ah!! Ji Xian Wansui.. Okay, Then 12 of april was HongTeng 6 year old annivesary.. And HongTeng and Ji Xian is the same.. All are same people. Is just that name different only.. So you guys get it?? Understand le hor.. I really enjoy it on that day. It seriously let me forget alot of things.. Lion Dance was really my best hobby. Other then lion dance, Sleeping was also a best hobby...
Alright, Saturday 18 april still have chushi.. Haha.. I not sure saturday is hongteng de or ji xan de.. But i think is ji xian de... I wish saturday faster reachhh!!
Ji Xian Dragon & Lion Dance Athelet Association..


Hai, Went to 123 today.. Go there do something and eat and drink there... Then suddenly have one strong feeling that something will happen... So faster rush out of 123 and call my friend see weather they are fine anot.. All are fine... So went to tampines to meet girlf you told me you were at home... So i rush there to see weather you are fine. And when i reaches your house downstair you told me you cannot come out.. I don't weather i should trust you anot? I don't know that izzit you don't wanna meet me or really cannot come out.. Haiiii..
And i doubt that your feeling have faded for me.. Because you are really weird la. You like don't wanna see me. Is okay de. you don't want to see me it's okay. i wont force you de.. Because i don't like to force people... Yeah, If your feeling really faded then just tell me straight. I will just let you go.. Because there is no point continue -ing our relationship if this happen.. If you really like other guy just tell me.. I wil just let you go.. The most i get hurt only.. Is okay that i get hurt.. I have also get hurt deeply before le.. So it's okay de... I have become cold already. My heart has already died.. So it's okay de.. And i'm already sad enough le. You think i'm very happy living in this world? No. Is just that i know that there are still people care for me.. And i don't wanna dissapoint them.. So it's okay if i'm more sad.. As long as you happy jiu hao...
Hai, Maybe i don't suit you bah.. Maybe. I may don't know.. Maybe you like someone else. I may don't know too.. I'm already tired of it le. I just hope you understand.. But you don't seem to understand... Hai..
I hate this world and I hate myself... World is really unfair..

And i really change alot le.. I finally realise it. I'm getting more and more weak..
I am really not the old me.. I really mis my oldself. It's so happy.. Now leh, Was like not even a single day i'm as happy as lastime... I'm sorry guys, Sorry people out therethat keep supporting me... I'm sorry. I really can't change back my ownself. Sorry. I'm useless.. Please forgive me guys...

FUCK IT!!!!

And also, We have just broken up.. Hai, Sian. You are my stead you should know my character what.. Once i break i wont patch anymore... Hai, Nvm, I was to blame okay..
And just now you told me you wanna do foolish. And i comfirm still care and concern for you that's why i will call you what. And you said, "You also not my stead already, You care so much for what." You know yuo said this world does really hurs me alot anot? Hai...
You take care bah..
I still love you.
Bye.

And last, I would like to thank Rachelle Buddy for helpin me to change my blogskin and song thanks...
And also thank you for cheering me up when i'm sad.. Thanks for being my listening ears. Thanks buddy fro being there for me..
Thanks alot.

Alright, Write till here bah...
I'm sorry guys..
Take Care...
Bye..

AlexLee (我是猴子) 85

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