Hihi.. Haha, Bacckkkkkkkkk.. LOL
To: Rachelle Tan Yidan = Dajidan
Wah, Not bad ah... Spam my blog ah.. LOL. BuayPai BuayPai..
Haha, Is not i don't want to post. Is i not free to post.. I where got free.. LOL..
I always at sengtuu, Where got free?? Then come home still need play dota want leh.. LOL...
Haha, Okay la.. Now here a post... Happy?? Stop saying what i Si Lao Gao never post hor.. LOL.. Haha, I'm LaoGao, Not Si LaoGao.. Haha, LaoGao so cute.. Don't spoil there name okayyyyy... Haha...
Hai, Heard from my mom said that sunday my dad is going in to CGH and stay till tuesday. Then operation. But just to a fake bone on his head... If not it will be very ugly. Because it dend in... So if it put the bone inside it will look nicer...
Hai, Hope my dad will faster recover... Hope after this tuesday he will be fine..
I pray to the god.. Please help my dad...
Today went sengtua help out.. See them tiaotang... Can see that they feel terrible.. They are like in pain like that leh.. Haha, Can say scary la... Haha...
Hmm, Tired leh... after one whole days.. Hai.... haha...
Hmm, I realise something.. I realise that people change alot.. Even me myself change.. I can see it, I can feel it...
I'm like another person now.. I also don't know what kind of people i have change too... Izzit good or bad?? I also don't know..
And also my character have change alot.. Have alots of different from lastime... Lastime i use to be a very happy person.. But now, Nope. I'm putting on a fake smile everyday... Because, I don't want to let people know i'm sad.. And also don't want to see me myself like this too. So no choice. I got to act it out... Hai, Putting on a fake smile are really terrible.. The feeling really sucks. I HATE IT!!!! But i just don't know why am i like this.. I don't know why i hav change to such a person.. And also i'm also becoming more and more hot temper. I don't know i have change to this type of person...
I just want to get my ownself back.. But i can't...
Can someone tell me why am i changing to this type of character and attitude???
Izzit because i'm to stress or what??? Can someone tell me....
Hhhhhhaaaaaaaaaiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii....
Alex Lee is putting on a fake smile everyday.
I feel so miserable everyday. I don't want to be like this... Hai....
I just want to stay happy everyday. But i can't.. Hai...
I hate myself.
I will end here bah...
Will blog nextime if i have fun...
I'm tired now..
Hope after a night everything will be find. But i don't think it willl..
Alright, Take Care Guys...
Bye..
Alex Lee (猴子LaoGao) 85