Today was a sad day for me.. But i still have to Congrats her, Because she is happy i'm happy... And no mattered what i will wait for her. To nelson, I hope u treat her well, She's a good girl.. And don't you ever scold her ok? I don't even bear to scold her to bully her.. And don't you think you can too... Ok? Please, Please treat her well.. Don't let her get hurts.. I don't want to see her get hurts.. Give her more freedom.. Don't tight her too hard.. Let her be happy, Cheer her up if she was sad.. Give her what she wants, Buy her sweets everyday which she really enjoy eating sweets.. Alright.. Hai, Today i really have no mood for everything... I did not even laugh like how i always use too.. I just only smile, Because she is happy i'm happy... What i have done today was just cried, sleep and went out for a walk... My heart really feel very pain... I'm weak now. I was now falling on he floor and can't stand up with a big wound in my hearts.. And she was the first girl i cried for... Because i really love her lots.. I willing to do everything for her... Hai, And what i can do now was just to hide behind her back and sees weather she is happy, And when shes happy i will just give her smile.. And also what i can do now was to wish them lastlong... And i'm really hurts.. Becuase i have lose her.. I really wish to be with her, And i'm missing her lots and lots now.. Ok.. And i hate myself, I could have ask her ealiered. I'm a failure now... I HATE MYSELF!!!! And i lastime always used to be called Pah Buay Toh, But now i'm Toh.. I use to fight alot lastime.. And i have never lose.. Is either i win or have a draw match.. But tis time round i'm lose, But this time round was not a fight, It was a girl that i love.. But no mattered what i will still be waiting till the days have come... Hai, I have lost my fighting spirits.. Once i lose her means i lose everything. Ok, I will stop here... I don't have the mood to continue writting. Because, I don't know i may cry again not..
And last, I will be missing you everyday.. I Love You.. And i mean it...
I will wait for you.. And i means it...
Take Care Guys...
Bye... :(
I'm missing you...

Alex Lee (Jia0weikia) ILY & IMY...

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