Oh no, My blog tio spam.... Haha, I know who spam de hor.. Someone that have my account lor... Haha... New nick name given by her: Siaokimmor... Style eh?? But Jiaoweikia still my actual nick name ah... Haha,
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Hmm, Today meeted her at lip kang brother block downstair.. Hmm, Actually went there for jun kai de problem... But end up, We tio dua.. KNN!! Then nvm.. Waited for julia to come.. Then she apologise le, We slack under block 773.. At there do nothing lor... Err, Got la, At least i do a little bit of shuffle.. Because sara bring the hoodie cardigan come mah.. Then it wa slike curiouse lor.. Then take and wear le jiu do a little of shuffle lor... Seriously speaking la.. Today i do shuffle also not much la. Just a little bit lor.. Not even half of the song... Because i really don't have the feeling and the mood to do everything le... And this time round i know why.. Because i lost her, Means i lost everything... So that's why i have lost everything... I have lost my ownself.. Which is mean, I'm not the lastime de alex le.. Not the lastime de me that always joke around, play around and do things that i wanna do... Can say la.. Now de alex is can say was lying on a bed unconsiousely.. Can say is "coma" Hmm, I lost all the mood of doing shuffle, Lost the mood of joking around, Lost the mood of fighting, And lost something in my body, Which is my fighting spirit.. I don't know why i still can't find him back.. I will only be back the old alex not the past de alex ah.. I will only be back my ownself if my fighting spirit comes back... And i think that my fighting spirit have ran inside her body le bah.. Maybe my fighting spirit went to protect her.. And making her strong lor. As i'm feeling weaks now... And i don't know went my fighting spirits will come back? Haiiii, And i think my fighting spirit is her bah.. Cause only her can change me.. I will only listen to her...
Only her can make me strong. So comfirm my fighting spirit is her.. Haii, No matter what, I will still be waiting.... God ah god, I hope u can hear me calling u from here.. Please bless her, Please let her have double my fighting spirits.. I just wanna see her save and happy everday, every min and every second... If i can see this, At least i can leave this world peacefully... "Dear God, The only things i ask of you is to hold her when i'm not around, When i'm much too far away" And seriously speaking, i really felt that i'm so lonely and i'm tired, I'm missing u again. Seriously.. Girl, I really miss you lots, I really keep thinking of you everydays, I really keep worrying of you everydays, I really love you lots and lots.. Girl, You know who you are... Hai, I don't know i still got to wait how long..... Haiiii, I really wanna be with her... So girl, Please take care of yourself ok... Haiiii, Girl, I tell you, I really can lost everything but not you........
I miss you lots..
I love you lots..
I'm thinking of you...
No matter what, I will wait..
No matter how long, I can still wait.....
Take Care Guys...
Bye..

Alex Lee (Jia0weikia) ILY & IMY Lots...

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