Hey, I'm blogging at this time.. And its so late now.. Cool yeah.. Haha.. Because i'm boring and i have nothing to do.. So i came here to post... Hai, Just chated with Xiao Guang on Msn.. He is kinda sad because of something.... Hai... And i would also like to thanks xiao guang here.. As like now he still treated me as his friend... And also i would like to thanks him for giving me this chance to turn over a new leaf and start my life all over again.. And i'm sorry that i have dissapoint him... And yeah.. Seriousely i have regreted of what i have done lastime.. And i don't know why i would post about this things... As like today i have suddenly remembered all my past.. And i don't know why... I felt that i have done too much sin.. I wish i could clear my sin... And sometime i really felt guilty for what i have done as like making my parents sad... Because i have done something that break the law.. I can feel that they are sad and they felt very dissapointed on me.. As like now my father was sitting on a wheelchair... And i cant't do anything... Sometimes i have a feeling that i was the one that got my father into this, Maybe he was stress or maybe he was sad... I really don't know... And what i really wish to see now.. Was my father can have a faster recovery and be back his old time.. I know, No mattered what you are still my dad.. But i really wish that you could get well and be back your old time like what you used to do lastime... I really wish that you can take care of us like how you used too... And i promise, I will be a good son and be a better person... I will stop causing trouble for you guys.. Dear god, If you see this please bless my dad, Please bless him have a faster recovery... Hai, Please bless him that he could stand up and walk and open his mouth to talk again.. I really don't want to see him like this... Its really hurts... And i felt that i am a useless son.. That i can't do anything for him... And i want my father to know that his son Alex Lee have changed, And willing to change more.. And i have really regreted what i have done lastime.. I have really regreted. And i promise that i won't walk back that path again... And i won't repeat my mistake again.. To xiao guang, I hope that you would be a better person too... And cheer up alright.... And now i really hope that those people that around me would give me this one last chance to change... And to my school, Teachers And Discipline Commitee, I hope that you guys would give this chance too... And i'm sorry that i have given you guys so much trouble lastime... Hai.. I will stop here and i don't want to continue writting as i continue more it would remind me more on my past.......
And i'm tired.. I wanna sleep.. And hope that everything will be fine after i wake up...
Take Care Guys...
Byeeeeeeeee...

Alex Lee (Jia0weikia)

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