Hey, Hi guys... Cool eh?? While i'm posting at this time.... Haha, Because i can't sleep.. Hope can fall asleep after posting bah... Hai, I miss her leh.. That's why cant sleep.. Haiiiii..... Ok la... Yesterday i sleep at 2plus and wake up 1800 or 1830... Around there la... Because stomache very pain sia... Then now feel better le... Not so painful le... Hai, But how pain my stomache are, Still not as pain as how pain my heart are... You know the pain of losting someone you love?? The pain in your heart is like unbearable... So painful... Is more painful then my stomache.... Haiii, Sian ah..... Now currently listening to the song i will be by Leona Lewis.... Haiii, And i find that i have become more and more like small kids le sia.. Some people say to me.. Is because i was trying to cheer myself up and that's why i have got to be like a small kids.. So that i will be happy.... Hai, But i don't think it works... Because, Even if i'm happy.. Also just for a hour only... Some people say that i have moodswing... Suddenly like a small kids.. And suddenly become so emo.... And i tell you all.... Is not moodswing laaa... Aiyo.... Is just i just don't wanna see my ownself like this.. And i'm sure she don't wanna see me like this too.... So that is why i try to be like a small kids to cheer myself up and just to numb my brain for a few hours... But is difficult... Because, I really keep thinking of her.. I can't even forget her for jus 1hour... Because i really love her and miss her lots.. Hai, I really don't want to lost her sia... I miss the day we slack together.. I really miss her.... And i miss her voice, I miss her laughter... Haiii, Now currently listening to the song wait for you by eilliot yamin... I will wait for her no matter what... Hai, All my brother and friend told me they don't wanna see my like that.. They said they want to see the lasitme de alex.. That are so cheerful and happy... And also joking around making people laugh.. Which talk lots of jiaowei.... Yeah, Guys, I know... I also wanna be back my ownself.. But i can't... Because i have lost her... And i hope you guys understand.. Yeah, I know i could only joke aorund for just awhile... But i can't gone crazy like how i use too lastime.. I can only joke for the most half and hour.. And that is the maximum time... I will feel tired aftert that... After that i will have the mood of emo again.. Dear brothers and friends.... I know how am i now... But what i really wish is i can be with her forever.. I really love her lots... And i think, Only if i can see her then i will get back the energy of my fighting spirits... Because, Like i say... My fighting spirits have ran into her body... To make her strong and to protect her.... Haii, Like i said, Only her can change me, Make me be back my ownself... Hmm, Now currently listening to the song Goodbye by Janice wei lan.... Haii, How long did i still got to wait.... I'm ok with it... No matter how long, I will still be waiting... And i will be waiting and waiting... Girl, I really miss you, I really love you.. And i mean it... Hai, But while i'm waiting.. I just want to see that she is happy and she is fine... But no matter what, I will still be worrying for her.... Because i was not beside her.. I can't see weather she is fine anot... Haiiiiiiii........... And i have a news to inform.. I find that my fringe are getting longer le.... Now currently listening to the song Dear God by Avenged sevenfold..... Hmmmm, Dear God, The only thing i ask from you is to hold when i'm not around with her.. When i'm not beside her.. Alright.. So girl, Do take care... I will always be there for you... Alright... Haii, The Alex Lee aka Jiaoweikia.. Has been lying on the bed unconsiously for 2weeks plus le... And he only can wake up if his fighting spirits goes back.. And it means he can be with her... Haii, I'm no longer a jiaoweikia anymore.. I have no mood for jiaowei le... Hai....
Alright i will write till here le...
Girl, I wanna tell you, I love you lots...I miss you lots...I'm thinking of you...I'm worrying for you...And i love you and misses you alot... Haiii..No matter what, I will wait for you...No matter how long, I will still be waiting... Alright...Take Care Guys...Bye..Alex Lee (Jia0weikia) ILY & IMY Lots...
